Its Different, I Promise.

2008-12-22T21:08:00.003+08:00

I'm here to update my blog! its gonna be a short post. Cos I'm lazy (:

Just sort of quarrel with Bi, idk wtf is wrong with me.

Forget it. Take good care of yourself.

Will be waiting for you to come back (:

And Happy 1st Monthsary (:
ILoveYou.

Lazy sweet talk here.
Will sweet talk to you face to face when you're back (:

Sorry for the stupid attitude. If you get to read this.

2008-12-08T16:51:00.003+08:00

This is totally shit! I'm feeling fucking vex now and I don't know what causes it. Girlf not by my side. She's the only one whom I can pour my unhappiness on. Sad.

Whats the point of asking so much when you're alr decided to do it in the first place?
I've learn to only promise things that I'm capable in doing. Things that I have doubt whether I can promise a not, I wont promise so easily. Cause, I dont wish to be another Promise Breaker.

This coming Fri, I'm starting working as a promoter at BHG located at Lot One. Those who wanna visit me, feel free to (:

Whats life without fun, laughter, love and happiness?

This gonna be a short post. I seriously dont know what to type anymore.

I just miss my Girlf a lot.

Hun! Sorry.

2008-12-07T15:42:00.002+08:00

Ok. Sorry for not posting yesterday. Cos went Town with Yy and reach home alr very late and also I'm tired. That's why (:

Well. Yesterday. Woke up around 4+ and meet up with Yy around 5+. Went to Woodlands Civics Center to meet up with PeiJun. Chit-chatted awhile and we move our ass to Orchard alr.
Reach Orchard around 6+. Had our dinner at Cuppage Plaza. Walk to Cine to play arcade. Aftermath, walk to Plaza Sing to play arcade again. Cos Yy says the guns for the Time Crisis 4 at Cine not good. LOLS

After playing at Plaza Sing, decided to go back YewTee cos seriously very bored. Smoke outside Dhoby Ghaut Mrt Station and went to take mrt. Saw Violet and Valerie. What a coincidence. Hahas.

Crap with them throughout the the journey. They went to Yewtee as Valerie wanna meet someone. So, Violet follow me and Yy to Limbang. Slacked and chatted. Sent her to bus-stop around 1140? Think so. zz

Went back to Lan aftermaths. Played and crapped. All went home around 3. Thats all.

Today.
I just woke up not long. Will be going town with Ahlong. The 2 of us only. Yesterday GAY with Yy then today his turn. Ha! Will update when I'm back from town.

Stay tune (:

2008-12-05T18:05:00.002+08:00

Change my blog song from *Accidentally In Love by Counting Crows* to *Confession Part2 by Usher*

A song which I love a lot when I was still a kiddo (:
Enjoy (:

Here's the lyrics..

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I could say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm thrown and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

[Verse 1]
Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Sittin here stuck on stupid, tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said "one second baby please hear me"

[Chorus]

[Breakdown]
This by far is the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do
To tell you, the woman I love
That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know
I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you this
And hopefully you'll give me another chance
This ain't about my career
This ain't about my life
It's about us
Please

2008-12-04T19:15:00.004+08:00

BOO! Guys. I'm back to posting as my Girlf wanted me to update my post. So there's nothing I can do but to listen to her (:

Has been slacking with Izen this few days. Heard somethings from her. Well. Its expected (:

And Oh ya. Before I forgot this. There's this girl not happy about what I've tag to Izen.
To you.
Not happy uh? Look for me then. If not scram off. How well do you know her? I know her better than you do. And please, think of yourself before you give others a lesson on *BECOMING A BETTER PERSON* LAUGHMYASSOFF! Joker!

Pathetic uh Pathetic. Being scolded by lecturer today. Mood went low totally. Don't know why either. Maybe......

Almost lose 1 close friend on Mon. Luckily, everything is fine for us now (:

I don't need so many close friends in my life. What's the point of it? Getting betrayed? Fall out with each other because of girls? Fall out with each other because of money? Bad-Mouthing each other behind each other back? I don't wish to have any of these kind of friends. I'm sure you guys don't too right? (:

A few close friends is enough. Those who I will find no matter what. Not because I'm bored and got nothing to do. Its my daily life to hang out with them (:

Brothers/Sisters? Whats that? When you're in trouble and when you told them about it. None of them is there for you. Can you ask your so call Brother's or Sister's to bail you out when you're in lock-up? Can they help you when you're bankrupt? Can you stay with them when you got no house to live in? Brothers/Sisters? My ASS! Trouble comes all don't know run where hide alr.

Without you by my side;
My days is so hard to pass-by;
With you around;
My sky is always shining;
But, it is as dark as the darkest hole when you're not around.
Save me, please;
As I am falling you.
Stretch out your soft and tender hands to pull me up;
Because all I need is you;
I Love You (:
(QUOTED FROM A BOOK LEFT BY MY LATE-FATHER)

2008-12-01T08:53:00.002+08:00

Its 1st Dec 2oo8. Damn. This month is so gonna be a long month for me as my girlf is goin overseas for 1 whole month! Sigh! 1st Dec. FCUK YOU!

I was feeling so depress yesterday. The reason is none other than her goin overseas. And some more the stupid whether yesterday like following my mood. ZZ. When I feel like crying, the sky somehow turns grey. But of cos I didnt cry, but somehow the sky like understand wad I'm feeling deep in my heart.

1 whole month cant see you.
Cant listen to your voice.
Cant hug you.
Cant disturb you.
Cant........Sigh!

I hate this feeling. I hate the feelings of departing! Can anyone save me?

People might say:Aiyo. 1 month only. Go find other girl for the time being 1st luhr.
I will say:FUCK YOU! If you're me, you wouldnt even have this kind of thoughts. Still call yourself a FRIEND? __

Bi.
I will miss you tremendously too kay? 1 whole month leh.
When you're back, I'm so gonna spend all my time with you crapping,joking and camWAR-RING. Ha!

Have been chatting on the phone with you before even we got together. Its like a standard procedure that every night I will call you up and chat. Suddenly 1 month cant chat with you. Sigh! And 1 whole month cant receive your message!

People might say us wont last long. Well. Who knows? Maybe, Probably, Perhaps .. We might last long yea? Ha!

Idk what to type anymore. Cos I think from the start of this post. I'm like comforting myself?

No one understands how I'm feeling right now.

We definitely wont DRIFT. Cos I says so.
This 1 whole month. Im gonna find something to do. So that I could keep myself busy and so that time would pass faster. A job or vacation? Argh! I just wants something that could keep me busy. I will be thinking of you every moment.

I will prove people who disagree this relationship wrong. Cos Im so gonna cherish, dote, love, concern, care, treasure HER !

ATTENTION
READER'S. I WONT BE BLOGGING TILL THE 21ST DEC. THE REASON I DONT WANNA UPDATE IS BCOS THERE'S NTH FOR ME TO UPDATE. COS MY GIRLF IS OVERSEAS. SO THERE'S NO OUTING WITH HER CAN UPDATE.

Till then. Sayonara~

11.21.o8 <3

2008-11-30T02:34:00.004+08:00

All right, lets listen to some Adrian's story (:

I'm tonning at Nigel house now. Since I've got nothing better to do at home other than sleeping.

Friday.

School release at 12. Meet Edmund outside school. Smoked and slacked.

Went down Tiong to meet up with Bi.

Aftermath, went to Edmund house to slack and stuff.

Accidentally gifted Bi a flying kick cos the stupid Edmund was *screwing* my feet. ZZ

Was suppose to meet Yongyi at town but fell asleep. Wake up at 6pm. Slack till 7+ before we left Edmund house. Bused and walked to Block 514 basketball court. Bi wait for me there while I went to Limbang cos friend got problem with another friend. ZZ

Stayed there less than 10 mins and went home. Cos Mum called and nag about the stupid warning letter. Went home, bathed, eat. Went down to Limbang again to find Cass and went to 514 to find Bi.

Waited for Aaron and Jiamin arrival.

Ton at Lan the whole night till morning. There's Me, Baby, Kimmo, Jiamin, Aaron, Edmund and Meisim. Stupid Nigel bomb me -_____-

10 hours of Lan till morning and Saturday alr.

Bi went over to my house cos I need bath and blablabla. While waiting for my Uncle to pass me $$$, chat with Bi awhile before going over to Uncle house to take $$$.

Walked to Yewtee and accompany Bi mrted home. I MISS YOU ! <3

I then went back to Yewtee to meet up with Nigel to have my breakfast cum lunch. Chit-chatted awhile and went home sleep.

Wake up around 7pm. Waited for Mum to buy dinner back. After dinner and stuff. Went to find Nigel to accompany him go Yewtee foodcourt eat his dinner.

Walked to Limbang aftermath. Audi and chatted.

Went to Block 678 to eat supper with Nigel and Aaron.

After supper and here I am lying down on bed at Nigel house to type this post.

Change of blog song.

Accidentally In Love by Counting Crows. Heres the lyrics (: Enjoy Guys !

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Because everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

All right. Till then.

Andddddddddddddddd

Bi is flying to M'sia tmr. Aw~~~~~~ I'm so gonna miss you like FCUK !

2008-11-28T10:57:00.005+08:00

Over-dued photos.

Just a blink and I've spend 5 months of my life in ITE with a bunch of crappers and jokers.
I guess. Life wouldn't be much more happier if I didnt step into Bishan Campus. 1 and 1/2 more year to go. We'll be leaving each other. No one knows where we will be going. But I do hope we will stay in contacts. Cos its my honour to know you guys. Lets make IPP, the class of 2008, a hilarious class (:

Topic Changed !

For those peoples who have oppinion of my girlf looks.
Look here.
Ok. So what she's ugly? Does it concerns about you guys? Like I said. Nameless freaks is not welcome to give comments. Even you're just a friend of mine. You still have no rights to give comments as I dont need COMMENTATORS in my life like you guys (:
And for the 1 last time. Her looks doesnt concern you guys out there. Bcos you ain't her boyf. I AM ! BUNCH OF DUMB-ASS, DUMBO, DUMBBIE (:

Topic Changed !

Enen:Idk whats happening between us. But it seems like I'm losing your trust? Its ok. I understand. Dont get worked-up. I just dont wanna lose a friend like you (: Whatever it is. I hope things between us will be fine like the past (:

Topic Changed !

There's a lot of things running thru my mind now. I wish I can pour out all my unhappiness to someone. Who's willing to do me this favour? (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

2008-11-26T09:13:00.003+08:00

25.11.08 exactly 1 month to CHRISTMAS (:

my SEXY butt. they took it when i was drunk during my birthday. FCUK YOU. LOLS.

I dont know what to do or what to say anymore. Guess that I'm just a nobody to you. I'm so LOST ! Can anyone save me out of this SHIT?

I'm seriously feeling very LOW now. No one can understand how I'm feeling now.

Promises? Its nothing but BULLSHIT.

Dont be such a good PROMISER when you're not even sure that you can do it a not.
I've learnt the lesson.

2008-11-25T14:10:00.002+08:00

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE FUCKING SHITS ! ! ! !

GOD ! GIMME A BREAK ! ! !

FINE ! !

AFTER I'M DONE WITH YOU GUYS. I WILL NEVER APPEAR IN FRONT OF YOU GUYS ANYMORE. SO WILL YOU GUYS.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

2008-11-24T09:29:00.003+08:00

There it goes again. A new week, new days and new life. SIGH~!

You guys know wad? There's something I dont understand about HUMAN.

Here goes my long and grandfather story again.

A person can be so nice to you when you're with him/her.
But when one day you leave him/her, he/she will eventually turn his/her face away from you. Which means = getting NASTY.
Weird right?

Human is the weirdest creature's on EARTH. And they are freaking hard to understand.
Cos Human tends to Betray, Lie, Kill, Setting up each other.

What's the benefit of doing it? No one knows. But I do know about something. Which is- $ MONEY $.
Human will betray each other for that. Cos it's what makes them greedy. With money, you can have power, with power, you can have anything is this WORLD.

Ok. I dont even know what I'm talking right now -_______-

Topic Changed !

I dont need WRITERS to help me writes about my life. Cos I owns a blog myself. I will writes about my daily life without fail. And definitely. I dont need any commentators in my life to give comments about what I should do or what I shouldn't do. I sure that my mind is definitely clearer than your's. Only close friends is able to do so. Cos they will never set me up.

Topic Changed !

I hate every MONDAY & SUNDAY. Why? Cos Monday makes me think Saturday is so far away. And Sunday makes me think Monday is so near.

That's all for today.
Stay tune for more (:

SAYONARA~ BITCHES !

2008-11-23T00:07:00.002+08:00

All I have to say is. I didnt stop peeps to say anything about me. So ya.
And my life doesn't concern about you guys. It only concerns my family.
So there's dont have a need for you to post about my life ya? Thou you didnt say its me. But its obvious enough. And I admit that your post is talking about me (:

Ya. I do dont care about what you post. And I know you've got your right to post whatever you want. Its ok. Post as much stuff as you'd liked (:

Woke up at 2
Suppose to meet Bi at 3. But I was slow in bathing and styling my hair XD
Sorry xP
Met up with AhLong at Lot around 3+ and went down to Tiong to meet Bi
Went down to Orchard aftermath. Went to Taka to find Yongyi.
Went to Cine. Had dinner at dontknow wad Korean restaurant. AhLong intro de. LOLS
Aftermath, went to arcade to play 'House of the Dead'. Stupid game. Make my hand so "SOUR" after I've got no more credit. ZZ
Went to Cuppage to eat dinner with Yongyi. Oh ya. The CURRY CHICKEN RICE there is SUPERB ! lols.
Slack around and smoked. Walked back to Cine to buy tickets for Mada2. While waiting for the show, went to arcade again. Aftermath. Went to the cinema and watched our Mada2. Overall, its a nice show. Ratin 8/10. Quite funny. From the start of show laugh till the end. LOLS.

All right. Thats all.

Ciao~

2008-11-21T10:07:00.002+08:00

No point creating conflicts between me and her. Cos its useless. I'll show her that every FUCKING one of you is wrong about me.

When you dont even know me well. You can actually say something bad about me? Cool!
Well. Its fine with me. I admit I'm like that in the past. Just wait till I'd prove you wrong (:

Ya. You guys must be wandering who I'm talking about. Well, its not someone important in my life actually. I mean, I dont even know who ever that person is. Ya. Forget it.

And I'm attached.

Peoples says: He broke up with his ex-girlf less than a month and yet so fast he can tell another girl that he likes her? Wont you afraid of being hurt?

I says: Before you really wanna say something about me. Get the FUCKING facts before your even start to open your stinky mouth (:

I'm attached on 21.11.o8
I know 21st sounds familiar. But definitely I'm not trying to do something. When i came to think of it I was shock too. But i choose to ask her on 21st and she choose to accept me on 21st.

Her name would be Estini (:
People can everything about her. Cos I dont give a damn.
What ever happen in the past, for me. Babe. I hope you will let me prove it to you.

2008-11-20T15:18:00.002+08:00

Change my blog song. Compare 'Tonight' by Fm Static to 'Take A Bow' By Ne-Yo. 'Take A Bow' is much more nicer. Here's the lyrics.

She gaveA round of applause
FollowedBy a standing novation

I feel so dumb right now
Standing outside her house
Trying to apologizing
'Cause I told quite a few lies
(Damn)And she found me out
So now I'm saying sorry
'Cause I am
Though it's very clear to me
That she don't give a damn
Got me out her putting on a show
Neighbors laughing at me
I just want her to know
Without her I can't be happy
So I'm putting on a show
I hope it's entertaining
Don't say we're over now
Please let me in the house

She said
"And the award
For the best lie goes to you
For making me believe
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech now"
She gave a round of applause
Followed by a standing novation

Got me out here
Putting on a show
Neighbors laughing at me
I just want her to know
Without her I can't be happy
So I'm putting on a show
Hope it's entertaining
Don't say we're over now
Please let me in the house
Baby, please
Don't say we're over n

2008-11-17T10:20:00.002+08:00

There it goes again. Another new week, new life, new day.
3-4 more weeks then HOLIDAYS ! WOOHOO ! I'm looking forward to my HOLIDAYS (:

Andddd. I freaking sleepy now.
Chatted with Estini last night till 2am. Fell asleep around 2.30am.

And that shall explain why I'm so tired. No choice. She was too EMO last night. LOLS.

Ok. Last Saturday program.
Stay at home till 7+ then went down to Admiralty to meet up with Alize and Meisim.
Waited for Meisim for 1 HOUR before we heads to Jiamin house as she's still sleeping and her bro cant wake her up. So we do him a favour by going over her house :D
AhLong join us. Slacked, Chatted, Watched Tv till 1+ am.

Walk to Alize house and drink Martel. Alize didnt drunk. But she fall asleep at the playground -_____-
Jiamin vomitted 3 times. Augustin vomitted 1 time. While the MIRACLE is. I didnt get drunk. wakakaka! Drink to 5+am and went to Jiamin's place to play Audi. While AhLong fall asleep when he's watching KUNG-FU-PANDA. And he mumble something before he really asleep. If I'm not wrong. This is what he said: hmmmmmm. Kung-fu Panda. Ok...... Its like -_______-
And after that I fall asleep too. But when Jiamin mum's got back home. I was awake by her voice. So. I quickly ran. LOLS. Nah. ok. forget it. Went back Yewtee around 8+. Got homed, bathed, Use Com and Sleep. Till 4+ wake up. waited for Aaron to come over my place and Limbang. Aftermath, Jiamin, Augustin, Meisim and BaoQiang(not sure i got spell correct anot, dont blame me xD) join us. Slacked and chatted till 12am and went home.

Ok. Thats all for my weekend. Stay tune for more.

Maybe I'm falling for you.
Should I tell you?
Or shouldn't I ?
Can I give you what you want?
Let this feeling be stable for the time being.
Its better to be left unsaid (:

2008-11-15T18:35:00.005+08:00

Our reflection
My point of view
Kimmo & Me
Aaron & Me
Estini & Me
Yongyi & Me
AhLong & Me
PeaCock
Yongyi & Me reflection

Yesterday 14.11.o8

Woke up around 7.30. Was wondering should I go school not. Nevertheless. YongYi call me up and help me make the decision. And the decision is. Skip school!
Went over to his house around 8+ slacked and chatted.
Went over to YewTee Around 9.30
Had his hair dyed and cut.

While waiting for Yy. Aaron, Kimmo and Sebas was at food court having their breakfast.

After they had finish their breakfast. Went down straight to HarbourFront

Met up with Estini and Sentosa here we come (:

While walking our way to Siloso. Saw AhLong. WHAT A COINCIDENCE.

AhLong join us, of cos.

V-Ball and Laughed and Talked till it started to rain. Waited for the rain to get smaller and V-ball again. Leave Sentosa at 530 goin 6.

Thanks Yongyi for the Pasta and Pizza which cost you total 50 bucks. Pai Seh XD

Went to Marina Square. Had our dinner and accompany Yongyi to shop for his stuff.
After that, went back Yewtee. Change and go down Limbang again.

Here's the pictures for yesterday (:

2008-11-12T10:55:00.002+08:00

There it go again. Another boring day.

School just sucks to the core. The suckest thing on our - Mother Earth :D

Has not been getting enough sleep these few days. Dont know why either. Maybe slept too late or what.

Especially today. I'm super tired. If its not because of my classmate called me up, I dont think I will wake myself up and drag myself off the bed.

And I woke up at the wrong station cause I fell asleep in the MRT. zz.
Guess which stop I woke up at. Dhoby Ghaut ! Freaking hell. Because of that. I reach school at 10.30 which my lesson starts at 8. -____-

Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored.

Some people are meant to disappear from our life. Not talking our folks. But SOME out there. Dont wish to mention names. If not sure got problem. Those who knows me well. Will know who I'm talking about. Thou I ain't that perfect enough to point fingers on other peoples. But I'm sure I'm not like them. I can be a much more nicer person than them. At least I know how to feel guilty, appreciate, ashame and grateful ! Not like some BASTARDS out there........... Dont even dare to admit things which they've done before.

And for you, sooner or later, you'll get it from me.

OH YA ! FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE CURIOUS ABOUT WHO I'M REFERING TO FOR WHAT I'VE SAID ABOVE. OPEN YOUR BIG EYES AND LOOK HERE. I'M NOT SAYING ANYONE. BUT IF YOU FEEL THAT I'M REFERING YOU THAT MEANS YOU'VE DONE IT BEFORE. CAUSE IF YOU DIDNT DO IT BEFORE WHAT FOR SO SCARE? RIGHT?

oh my. I feel like I can go be Story-Teller alr. wakakakaka ! :D

2008-11-11T15:00:00.001+08:00

bored la ! there goes my 18th birthday. I'm so SAD !

oh ya. before i forgot. This year is the first time i receive so many present. Laughoutloud!

and I'm seriously very bored !

bye !

2008-11-09T12:42:00.002+08:00

woots! I'm FINALLY 18th !

thanks for all the birthday wishes!

a great thanks to: Yongyi, Mars, Serene.
Thanks for the Ben&Jerry ice-cream :D

And Thanks Meisim and Jiamin for coming down to celebrate my birthday (:

Thanks Izen for the Shades! I love it can? :D

Thanks AhLong for the Scotch Whisky which cost $43. sorry xD

Below is those who wish me Birthday.
Appreciated (:
Yongyi, AhLong, Aaron, Jiamin, Meisim, Mars, Serene, Izen, Shili, Huiping, Peijun, Joyce, Momo, Jack, Edmund Thor, Nianen, Sandy, Crystal &&& MOST IMPORTANTLY IS MY MUMMY !
A great thanks for the ppl whom i name above (: thanks alot. for remember-ing my birthday (:

2008-11-05T10:00:00.003+08:00

Monday

Lessong till 12+ went home straight.
Slacking at home till 11pm went to Yewtee find Yongyi and chit-chat.

Tuesday

Lesson till 6 went to JurongEast to find someone.
Homed at 8+
Slept at 10

Wednesday

I'm fucking bored in sch now. Closest classmates didnt come. Fucker pangseh me T_T
Lesson ending at 4. But i'm not goin for PE. So will be going home around 1.30 or 2. Maybe. Must depends on the stupid Edmund.

Thursday

Lesson will be ending at 6. So, most probably will be heading home straight after that ba.

Friday

Lesson ending at 1. Will be cutting hair as my freaking hair is freaking thick! My mum thinks so too. So do I. After cutting my hair. Evening time. Advance Birthday CELEBRATION! yeah man! Its been so long since my parents help me celebrate my birthday. They've got no choice. Cos its my 18th birthday! If they are not celebrating for me. I will call them BIAS ! After the celebration. Most probably will be heading to 'CHAMBERS' with Edmund and Jiamin? and Edmund friends too. But i forgot their name. See faces then know.

Saturday

Most probably will be sleeping at home cos will only be heading home in the morning after 'CHAMBERS'. So maybe at night then go Clark Quay then wait till 12 then go clubbing or pub-bing ba.

Sunday

Officially 18th birthday. Still havent decide where to go. But most probably Limbang? Maybe ba. Wanna claim my 1hour free lan! ha!

So, above its what I've done and what I'm goin to do for this week. Stay tune for more ^^

2008-11-03T12:00:00.002+08:00

EDITTED !

sometimes i'm just wandering. why does fate love to play trick on human.
just like what my close friend has encounter. there's this girl he wants a lot. but the problem is she's alr attached. but somehow. the girl and her boyf r/s is unstable. then there's this 1 day. my friend ask me this: should i show up between them? i mean. even if i broke them up. its hard right?

friend. let me tell you this.
it will be yours if it yours. trust in fate. cause its true. but i'll never believe it. as fate has "cheated" my feelings for twice. but sometimes. you have to do something about it if you really wanna own it. but of cause doing it in a gentleman way. not by despicable methods. because it will only show how bastard you are.

and if fate cant bring the 2 of you together. just be friends. you do know about this right? friends last longer than r/s. its true.

but fate will never bring me and her together. you should know who i am refering to. yes its you. i've been woo-ing you so long. and yet i cant be your boyf. maybe i dont deserve too. i understand. cos you know i'm just another bastard who might hurt you. yea. i know this. its in everyone mouth. you give me reasons to reject me. but yet after a few days. you have him. why?
dont i deserve to love you? dont i deserve your love?

who cares. i might be better this way.

2008-11-03T10:41:00.002+08:00

Oh MAN! I'm so freaking bored. Still have to stay in sch for another 3 hours ! Damn !

Oh ya. Glad that you have found another guy that you love (: All the best to you and him. Last long (:

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My 18th birthday is coming. Any kind soul will celebrate it for me? I doubt so (:

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I'm so not looking forward to my upcoming birthday. You guys know why? Because I dont give a damn to it (:

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I'm going over JB this coming Sat. Anyone wanna tag along? If not. I think i might be going over myself (:

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Last but not least....... DUDE, FUCK OFF !

2008-10-26T16:50:00.003+08:00

Bro's ? What is it? Can anyone help me define the meaning of "BRO'S"? None right? Because its just a status.

Eg, 1
When you're in trouble, who can you look for other than your family? Brothers right?
Eg, 2
When you're feeling lonely. who can you find? Brothers right?
Eg,3
When you wanna go somewhere and dont wish go alone. Who you find? Brothers right?
Eg,4
When you're feeling low, sad, depress, Who you find? Brothers right?

Dont you guys see. A person will only call their friend BROTHERS when they does all the things above. Just because they dont wanna be alone. thats why they will find their so call BROTHERS. if you think that i'm spouting nonsense. Ask yourself. Do you really treat your friends as BROTHERS ?

1 morning. my mom tell me this.
My grandpa brother *is biological* has pass away. And when he's in hospital. No one bother to show up in the hospital to visit him. NOT EVEN A SINGLE SOUL. imagine. real blood brothers can treat other so cold. what about those so call Brothers out there?

Its just a status. Friends. trust me. Family is the most important ones to you. Dont always keep saying BROTHERS HERE BROTHER THERE, WHEN YOU TREAT IT AS NOTHING !

2008-10-24T12:29:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry to hurt you this way.
This is not the ending i wanted too.
I know this is unfair to you.
But maybe time will prove to you that I'm not a good guy at all.
I'm not finding any excuse to broke up with you.
And I'm not ditching you.
Take it as you're leaving me for your own good.

The photo will always be kept in my wallet.
I will never remove it either.
The 100th days anni present which you gave me.
I will keep it properly.
I will use my life to protect it.
I will not let anything happen to it.
As you're the 1st girl who've ever done that for me.

I appreciate a lot from you.
I really do.

5months. Leave it as a memory.
Like i promised you.
It will be kept in my mind till the day i step into grave.
I promise.

Thanks for all the love, care, concern, understanding and tolerance.
I've all along loving you non-stop.
Girl. I do love you from the start of our r/s. And I DO.

Move on your life without me for the time being.
Fate will bring us together again if we are meant to be.

GOOD -BYE, MY PRECIOUS....

2008-09-21T17:45:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since I last update my blog yea.

Well. Its 21st today. And its the 4th month of us being together.

For the past 4 months. We've separated for 1 time and broke up for 1 time.

Ya. Like you said. Quarrels are inevitable. But we solve every quarrels in peace, didn't we?

No matter how many times we have broken up. I will always be here for you. Begging you to be back by my side. Begging you for your love, care, concern. Of cause, I will try not to let us break up again.

Well. I just simply love you. Thou you've got a lot of bad points. But I will always tolerate and change you. Because ILoveYou.

I, too have flaws. But you accept my character, attitude and temper for no grudges. APPRECIATE IT !

Well. Lets make this r/s last as long as possible. HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY AGAIN! I LOVE YOU!

2008-09-13T14:38:00.002+08:00

Please I beg you. Dont avoid me please! You should know how hard it is to let this r/s go.

I promise I will be a better guy. please give me one last chance to show you that i will change.

take back your words will you? the moment i receive the message. I've got no mood in doing any other thing alr. Why it came so sudden? Why? Is it bcos of what i said? If i knew this would happen i should have shut my fucking mouth up.

All along. I've nv said you're a bad girlf. I've nv compare you with the other girls. Bcos to me. You'r perfect enough alr. Remember you said to me before that you wnt change for anyone sake? But in the end, you still change for me. I change for you too.

Ya. our r/s might not be sweetest, but its also not the worst. But why things turn out to be this way?

you want assurance? i can give you that. whatever you don;t like about me i will change. i just want you back. Its still not too late for me to salvage this r/s.

please. things will still be the same. i promise you.

just 1 word from you. and we can be back together, just 1 word from you, history will change.

the tattoo thingy. forgotten and forgiven. I'm sorry for giving you such a harsh attitude over that stupid thingy.

the trust you betrayed. well. in another words. we are quits. but ya. you're still forgiven.

i know nothing i say could bring you back. choice is yours. i hope you wont ask other people for advice? rmb what i told you?

you're the one who are in this r/s. not others.

2008-09-12T13:37:00.002+08:00

I don't even know how should I start my FREAKING post. Take it as a nightmare for what happen last night. Its the worst. I'm sure of it.

I've got nothing more to say. But why does everything seems like its my fault? Well. Maybe it is my fault. Because I didn't done my FUCKING part as a boyf. Because I can't FUCKING give you what you want. Because I cant FUCKING afford what you want. Because I'm FUCKING UGLY ! Because I'm such a FUCKING bad boyf.

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2008-09-08T00:01:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th birthday to Yongyi [:

Lalas! Huiping is here to help his boyf to update his blog as requested by him.

06092008, Saturday
Celebrated Yongyi's birthday yesterday. Met up with the rest and went over to Panjang and fetched babyeee, had lunch at coffeeshop. Aftermath, bused down to Bugis for shisha session.(laughs! I dont know if i had spelled it correctly anot) Sorted everything out and i am glad its over afterall. Trained back to Cck and waited for the rest to arrive and bused down to 216 for dinner as to also celebrate Yongyi's birthday in advance. Sent babyeee home at 10plus and had a talk. Aftermath, bused back to Limbang at 11plus and went to find the rest.

07092008, Sunday
Met up with Aaron and Kimmo. Aftermath, babyeee arrived at 8plus and had our dinner then. Slacked then and Jack came followed by Xinwei and Yongyi, sent girlf home and went back to Limbang at 11plus.

2008-09-06T03:43:00.003+08:00

Due to the disputes we have yesterday in the afternoon. I'm really very sorry for saying those hurtful words to you.

Regarding to your post. The chinese words part.

I expect nothing more from you alr. Just want you stop those things you're doing now. You should know what I'm refering too. It hurts me for making you cry everytime. I dont mean it. I dont wish to make you cry too. But sometimes, things will be better if they were to be said out isn't it?

I beg for your forgiveness. I've heard a lot from the others. Negative things is what I heard from them.

You should know very well that I dont wish to lose you at all. Not even a bit. If I were to lose you again, its equal to losing someone who has the same character as me. You know? Its hard to find someone who has the same character as me ya. Fate brought us together. Its has not ended after so many disputes. Why not let me walk with you till the very end?

I know you're tired of this r/s. Honestly. I had never expect that sentence will came out from your mouth. You've hurt me too. But its not your fault. Because, all along, I'm just another guy who is not understanding enough.

Issues we need to talk about.
SENDING YOU HOME: I've said that sending you home is my responsibility means I will send you home. But, I cant send you home when my ez-link card has low value. You're understanding enough. I ask no more understand from you. Its enough.
I'M NOT THE RIGHT GUY FOR YOU: Ya. Sometimes I do stuff that make you have doubt in your choice of choosing in the first place. I've realise that. I will change for the better. If you think that I'm not the right guy for you. But, let me tell you this. YOU'RE DEFINITELY THE RIGHT GIRL FOR ME.

There are still a lot of stuff I wanna ask you. But something is not appropriate if I type it here.

Its been so long. Since I type such a long post.

My PRECIOUS, this is specially for you.
I always wanted to plant a smile on your face whenever I sees you. But I'm afraid I failed to do so.
I always wanted to make you feel loved. But I'm afraid I failed to do so.
I always wanted to earn money and let you feel happy by buying you stuffs and bring you to have a nice meal. But I'm afraid I failed to do so.

Everything I'm trying to do. Its all because of you. No one force me. I'm doing it willingly. Because I Love You. No girls out there could be compare to you.

There's just too much of things left unsaid. I WANT TO TELL YOU ! LET ME SEE YOU, WILL YA?

GIRL, YOU'RE MY OBSESSION !

mr.ADRIAN will always be ANNA'AAA Babyee !

2008-09-04T15:29:00.001+08:00

wah seh! long time didnt update my freaking blog alr.

lols. seems like its rotting alr? ha!

anw. 100th days anni with Babyee just passed.

small disputes happen past few days. = settled

my holiday reach. SONG !

un-private my blog. cos i'm tired of keep inviting ppl. LOLS.

ok dats all bb

2008-08-29T02:31:00.003+08:00

Finally. I've saw my dearest BABYEE. It was like 3 days i didnt see her alr. Miss her so fucking much can?

Met Babyee and Co at Limbang Mac. Went home to have dinner around 7+
Went back Limbang find them again. Send Babyee home at 9.30.

Walk to Valencia house to take the book call "I BELIEVE YOU".
Aftermath, send Babyee home and back to Limbang to find the rest.

Went to Yewtee to have supper and here I am sitting in Yongyi house blogging.

Going sleep now. Very fucking tired alr.

CIAO ~ !

2008-08-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

Babyeee, i am sorry for today.
I will try my very best to treat you better, give me more time.
Loves!

2008-08-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

BORED !

Didn't meet Babyee today.
Not meeting her tomorrow either.

I'm MISSING YOU EVERY MOMENT ! LOVES !

2008-08-10T01:33:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to CheeKeong (:

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Babyeee, i am here to update for you. Guess you will be surprise to see your blog being updated by me. Laughoutloud! I sacrifice my sleeping time just to give you a surprise. Ha!

Slept over at Yongyi's house. Bathe and prepared, met up with Nigel and bused down to Tw and met up with the rest there. Bused down to Vivo in the late afternoon, wanted to catch a movie but its either full or its only the front rows are available so we decided not to wacth it. Slacked till 9plus then bused back to Lot, wanted to watch 'Money not enough 2' but Bi could not go home late so we postpone it to tomorrow (: Sent Bi to the busstop and accompanied her to wait for the bus. Aftermath, went back to arcade and find Nigel.

Specially for you :
Bi, sorry for the past few days. There has been some small disputes between us but i am glad that everything is over afterall. There will always be ups and down in our relationship. Sorry for being so childish to quarrel with you over small matter but thats because i love you so and i wanted to be your first prority. I know thats selfish of me but thats the way i am. I had promised you that i will change as time goes by, hope you will sense the changes in me (: For your sake and for our relationship, i am willing to change in order to let this relationship of ours last long. Baby, i am just so used having you by my side. Your embrace was what i always yearn for as you never fails to give me warmth (: Baby, i love you and that gonna last forever (: Muacks!

2008-07-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

I'm not feeling well ):

As for you.
Things is getting out of hand.
I cant do whatever i want anymore.
Life will be the same without you.
Cos it makes not much different to me whether you're by my side or not.
I seriously don't give a damn.
If you wanna blame me for everything.
Think of what you have done.
Before you start opening your mouth and starts to scold me like nobody business.
If you cant tolerate for what I've said.
Well. We can go our separate ways :D
I'm glad to do that you know?
But there's just one thing I need to think about before separating.
Which is. How would they think. How would they sees me. &&& who would they follow.
Its time to decide.
I've seen enough &&& I had enough.
Enough of all these SHIT !

Bi, this is just for you.

As each second elapses.
My memories of you grow faster.
Like the seagulls, soaring freely.
Your warmth and touch
Intrigue and comfort me
Your pleasant, cajoling voice
Arouses and soothes me.
Your concern and love for me
Mark my heart with unforgettable memories
As distant a place you may be
The memories of you shall always remain with me.
Oh, how I thirst for your warmth.
How I desire for your kiss.
How I desire for your concern.
How I hunger for your comfort
But most of all-----YOUR LOVE
I wish to be with you forever
As long as the stars still grow
My love, so sweet, for you
Would gradually and always grow.

2008-07-27T21:51:00.006+08:00

My dearest girlfie

As requested, Huiping is here again to help my dearest boyf update his blog. Laughs!
Headed down to Limbang at 3plus and met up with Bi and Co.
Bi accompanied me to have my lunch, wanted to do my drawing but end up slacking and talking at Mac. Laughoutloud!
Aftermath, waited for Xinwei to arrive and played badminton. Sent Bi home at 7plus then. Aftermath, i went home at 8plus going 9 then.
Tomorrow having school again ):

2008-07-27T12:42:00.002+08:00

Once again, Huiping is here to help Adrian update (: Out with Bi, Yongyi, Nigel and Aaron. Went to coffeeshop to have our lunch and bused down to Sim Lim Square then.
Met up with Patrick and Co there. Aftermath, walked to Bugis Junction as Nigel wants to buy things. Trained back to Cck then.
Waited for the shuttlebus till 8 and headed to Farmart to have our dinner.
Sent Bi home at 10plus together with Nigel.

Bi, i am sorry for not meeting you today. Do try to understand, my dear. You should know that i am used having you with me almost everyday, i do have my own reason for not meeting you. You are a understanding boyf and i am glad that you are always with me whenever i need someone to be with me. Boyf, thanks for everything and YES, I DO (:

2008-07-24T22:47:00.002+08:00

Finally. I'm here sitting right in front of the com with my Dad staring at me and yet, NOT EVEN 1 WORD IS COMING OUT FROM HIS MOUTH (: !

Well, who knows what he's thinking. LAUGHOUTLOUD !

Bi, there's so much for me to say to you.
I'm feeling so miserable right now.
And yet, no one is there for me.

I don't wanna tell you because i don't want to worried about me.
And I'm old enough to settle the prob myself.

But Bi, I do hope to be by your side every moment.
And I really hope we can step into a church one day.
Ya. the same old sentence, NO ONE CAN PREDICT THE FUTURE.
But I, ADRIAN WONG. will make that day come.
I swear i will.
Because I'm not going to let you go that easily.
So, YOU CAN DREAM ON ! :D
And, I'm also used to having you with me all the time * almost all the time *
Just now didn't send you home I feel so uneasy.
Cos I'm so used to sending you home almost everyday.

MARRIAGE IS A BEAUTIFUL THING.
WHEN THE DAY FOR ME TO SAY * I DO * IN FRONT OF EVERYONE AND THE GOD-FATHER.
I'LL DEFINITELY SAY * YES, I DO. *
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY?

BROTHER:
The past is wonderful.
But stop living in the past.
A lot of things had already started changing.
There are just too many unnecessary people came into our life.
It doesn't matter who understand me the most.
As long as you're able to understand me is enough already.

2008-07-22T22:43:00.003+08:00

Pics taken a few days ago Lalas! Huiping is here again. I am such a nice girlf to always come and update for you. Laughs! I am so bored right now.

I miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you, i miss you.

2008-07-21T21:59:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY, BABY (:

Huiping is here to help his dearest boyf update his blog :D Laughs!

Baby, though many unhappy things happen during the last two months. But from the day we started our relationship, i say to myself that, i will make you my last. Though 2nd month is neither long nor short but alot of thing have been prove. Things that prove how strong our love is. I will always remember because i am the one created the problems. You have been caring and showing care to me since. And most importantly, you have been loving me since. There's nothing i could ask for more. Though no one is perfect, But to me, you are perfect. I will accept every flaws of your. Because loving someone is not for who they like, is to love them for who they are. And sometimes, i do hope my future wife will be you. Yup. no one could predict the future. But i wont let nature take its course i will change the fate. And i will definitely do it. I know there are alot of apologise in our relationship and i do not want it to happen either. Whatever i do in the future, i will always think of you first. Girl, you always stand a place in my heart. And finally. PANGHWEEPENG, I am proud to tell you that I LOVE YOU. Only heaven knows how much you meant to me. Bi, hold me tight and dont let me go. I wont mind doing silly and stupid stuff just to put on a smile or laughter on your face cos your smile and laughter is all that matter.

The words typed above are what boyf sent me last night :D Its so sweet of him to send me those messages. It is always nice to see his message the moment i am awake (: Attended school till 4plus gg 5. Trained down to Cck and bused down to Tw and find Bi and Co. Aftermath, sent Bi home (:

I will upload the neoprints when i had it scanned so stay tuned yea.

2008-07-18T23:37:00.004+08:00

Hohos! Huiping is here to help Adrian update his blog again because he could not use his computer at home. Laughoutloud! Seriously, i have got no idea of what to post ):

Bi attended school today :D
Well, i can see that he is really trying his best to change for the better.
School ended at 12plus, homed then.
Headed to my house and fetched me. Laughs!
It has really been so long since you have came over to my house and fetched me if you did not say so.
Cabbed down to Limbang and we then realised that the rest was already at Cck stadium.
Saw Aaron and Kimmo while walking over to the stadium.
Played badminton till 6, headed back to Limbang and had our dinner.
Walked over to Yewtee park at 7plus and played badminton and basketball.
Send Bi home at 10plus and cabbed back to Limbang (:

Baby, i know that you are really trying your very best to change for the better and i am able to see the changes in you too. Promise me that you will study real hard. I know that you do not like studying, but study for your future and for your parents too. Do not disappoint them anymore (:
Everything you do come with a price and that is life. :D I am glad that almost everything is going on smoothly for you and thats good. I want to see smile planted on your face instead of that stupid black face. Laughoutloud! (: But still, i love you so.

2008-07-16T12:43:00.003+08:00

For my health and every non-smoker around me.
I've decided to quit smoking.
Thou "once a smoker is always a smoker"
I will prove peoples who say quitting smoking is a difficult task wrong.
I started smoking since the age of 10.
which means i've smoke for 8 years already.

Smoking will no longer be a part of my life anymore, SOON.
This is a promise which I made to you YOU you YOU & YOU !

Trust me, people.
This time round. ADRIAN WONG will succeed in quitting smoking :D

Had a small dispute with Bi last night.
Sorry. everything i said was out of anger.
I no longer know who am I.
The past ADRIAN is already dead.
The cheerful ADRIAN has vanish.

Don't worry. I will try my best to find back my 2 "best friend"

BABY, I WILL NEVER LET YOU LEAVE ME AGAIN.
NOTHING IN THIS WORLD COULD BE COMPARE TO YOU.
YOU'RE JUST TOO IMPORTANT TO ME.
TO ME, YOU'RE HEAVEN GIFT ALREADY. THATS WHY I ALWAYS SAID YOU'RE A GOOD GIRLF.
NO MATTER WHAT, I WONT LET YOU LEAVE ME, BECAUSE I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE YOU.
AND, ITS NOT EASY FOR US TO GO THIS FAR.
I JUST SIMPLY LOVE YOU.

TO SOMEONE:
IF YOU HAVE READ MY TAG AT YOUR BLOG.
YOU SHOULD KNOW I'M TALKING ABT WAD BUHS.

SORRY FOR ALL THOSE MISUNDERSTANDING YA?
I KNOW WE DO MISUNDERSTOOD ABT YOU A LOT.
AND I CAN PROMISE YOU, WE WILL DEFINITELY GO BACK TO THE PAST.
THE PAST REALLY HAPPY RIGHT?
THOSE WE WILL GO BACK TO THE PAST, BUT IT'LL BE HARD.
COS PEOPLES' POP OUT. MAKING US CONFUSE.
I NOT LIKE THE OTHERS' NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN.
WE'LL STILL BE BROTHER.
ONCE A BROTHER, ALWAYS A BROTHER.
TILL THE DAY I'M DEAD, I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU :D
CHEER UP MY BRO.

2008-07-15T18:05:00.001+08:00

i sees myself as a useless son and a useless boyfriend (:

how cool uh? :D

well. I'm so bored !
1st time reach home so early ever since i step in to ITE .

NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE !
thats' all i can say about myself.

I'm just so bored till I'm getting sick of everything .
can anyone save me from the boredom ?
its KILLING ME !

you're the one i need now.
but i suppose you're busy?
should have give you a call.
but don't wish to disturb you.
u might be studying?
sleeping maybe?

had a nightmare last night.
i don't wish that to happen.
cos its unacceptable.
but it is so real.
DREAMS ARE JUST DREAMS.
don't think too much.

you're always mineMINEmineMINE !

2008-07-10T13:34:00.007+08:00

SNAP SHOT #1
SNAP SHOT #2
AND WHAT THE HELL IS LIONEL DOIN BEHIND THERE?
WHATS WITH THAT BLUR FACE OF HIS ?!
SNAP SHOT #3
SNAP SHOT #4
SNAP SHOT #5
SNAP SHOT #6
SNAP SHOT #7
SNAP SHOT #8

i'm gonna be in deep trouble when Bi saw all those photos of her's. LOOLS
okay! and she say i was pervert for keept aking photo of her. zzz
is it a crime? who ask you dotn want take photo with me.
dont angry uh :P

The 1st pic we took together (:
okay~ i admit. my face was cock
The 1st time i kiss-ed you <3 href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_fQeSJY2jidY/SHWhdzGENII/AAAAAAAAAGs/iwOT2nluD7s/s1600-h/DSC00225.jpg"> Done by mrADRIAN. CREDITS: DOTA
YOU'RE ALL THAT MATTER

err. i got no comment on this photo.
was still wondering who snap shot me :S

HANDSOME ME AND MOMO. LOOLS NERDY ME AND KIMMO :D

2008-07-09T14:57:00.001+08:00

Those busybody out there.
OPEN UP YOUR EYES AND LOOK HERE.

WANT TO KNOW WHAT I'VE DONE TO MY GIRLF RIGHT?
JUST FUCKING PICK UP YOUR FREAKING PHONE AND DIAL 81082674.
AND TELL ME WHO THE HECK YOU'RE.

2008-07-08T13:57:00.004+08:00

First thing first.
SORRY FOR EVERYTHING !

I know i'm not suppose to be forgiven.
therefore. i dont hope you guys will forgive me.
as this is a terrible mistake i've ever done in my life.

who ever is being drag into this matter.
i'm sorry.

i know sorry is useless.
but thats just something i could only do.

no point of explaining.
no use of apologising.
no use of promising.
no use of swearing.

maybe something happen to me you guys will then forgive me?
THIS IS NOT THREATING !
tell me what you guys want from me.
i'll definitely do it.
if keeling down infront of you guys is necessary.
i'll defenitely do it.

i just want to make this clear.
i had never fall for her.
not even abit.
those messages you've saw.
its nothing but lies.
i know it do upset you freaking much.
compare to the hurt you've given me. its much more worse.
I'M GUILTY.

MAY GOD SENTENCE ME TO DEATH !

2008-07-05T00:14:00.005+08:00

Lalas! Huiping is here to help Adrian update his blog cse he is a lazybum (:
Has been so long since he update his blog yea.
During the last few days, many things had happen and i shan't mention it anymore. Let bygones be bygones.
Met up with Bi at Limbang and slacked till 10plus and send her home then. Aftermath, bused back to Limbang (:

Babyeee, no matter what happen in the future, i will never say that word out anymore. This shall be the promise that i will never break. Trust me, will you? I had betrayed the trust you once had for me and i do not wish to repeat the same old mistake again. For the sake of our relationship, we shall make changes in ourself to maintain this relationship. Love is not about sacrificing. It is about giving in and taking in. Sorry that you have to tolerate my attitude ): I will definitely treat you better than last time rather than taking you for granted. Baby, lets make this relationship last long. I will make sure that loving me was worthwhile :D As your girlf, i am contented to just have you by my side. I want nothing from you but just your love. You are always MINEMINEMINE (:

I LOVE YOU!

2008-06-29T03:26:00.004+08:00

didn't expect things will turn out this way before.
didn't even expect that word will came out from your mouth either.

i don't blame you for what happen. 因为一向来都是我的错.
because i ain't a perfect boyfriend.

i know my attitude can't be tolerate. but I'm trying my best to change for the better already. I'M REALLY TRYING MY BEST, GIRL.

you said when i tell you things sometimes you don't know which is true which is fake.
i tell you this. you wanna know the true? if you're looking at this post or previous post which start from 21.05.08. all i type from that date onwards is TRUTH !

well. both me and her has separated. maybe for her its better that way. but for me. its always the saddest thing.

reader's! don't blame me for letting her go. I DID TRY MY VERY BEST TO SAVE THIS R/S . but she stay strong to her decision.

thou its sad that things turn out this way. except for crying there's nothing more else i could do. and i cant believe my tears is rolling down my cheek now.

and, Girl, don't cry over this matter anymore. because seeing you cry is always the hardest thing for me.

I'm sorry

2008-06-24T16:33:00.001+08:00

I FUCKING MISS YOU ! !

2008-06-22T14:32:00.003+08:00

what ever had happen, its been solved.

things just turn sucky yesterday.

SORRY for the shouting.
SORRY for the scolding.
SORRY for the attitude given.
I'm SORRY for everything.

I know i ain't a good boyf.
Thou you cant see the changes in me.
Thou everything is started because of me.
Thou i dont understand you.
Thou you dont understand me either.
Thou everytime when we do some talking, you always ended up crying.
Thou everything is just everything.
I still Love You as i always do.

I'm just Sorry

22.o6.o8
Woke up and call Bi straight and ended *talking* with Bi again.
for the 6th time ):

2008-06-21T01:56:00.002+08:00

woots.

Its finally 1 MONTH !

At 1st i still tot that we wont last till 1st Month.
Cos there are so many things happen between us.
Thou, 1st month is not a long neither a short time to prove how much you meant to me.
But, I'm willing to prove it to you with my whole life :D

Bi, I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH LUHS !

MWACKS <3

2008-06-19T03:50:00.002+08:00

After a matter. Here comes another matter.

FREAK IT. Why are there so many things between us?

After overcome 1 matter. Another matter come again. DARN !

Well. Since the matter is already over. Let just be it buhs.

Bi, here it goes again.
For you. I type it out.

Suddenly, I realise that without you in my world everything doesn't seems right.
Its not something that any girl can replace it or i will get use to when without you.
The feeling you gave me is so diff from other girl.
I know you'll say without you everything is still the same.
NO ! I promise you.
Things won't be the same without you.
Cause you've already become a part of my life.
Ya. Not sending you home is my fault.
Making you mood-less is my fault too.
I'm trying my best to be the perfect guy for you.
I'm really trying.
Give me time, My Dear, and I'll prove it to you.
Remember. I want you to be the last and of cause i wan to be your last too.
Please don't hide things to yourself anymore as 1 day I'll go crazy cause of it
Didn't i told you before? I hate being kept in the dark.
Isn't it better for you to tell me instead of posting it at blog?
I know blog is somewhere you can express your feelings.
But Bi, isn't me there for you to complain about everything that you are aren't happy with?
I myself tend to think a lot when you're not happy or mood-less or even when you're angry at someone else instead of me.
Like i said. I cares a lot for everything you tell me and the way you treat me.
Because I do love you.
Without BROTHER'S is still the same.
But definitely not without YOU !
I don't want disappoint you cause I've disappoint other's a lot of time already.
Other's peeps don't believe that i will last with you due to my *reputation*.
Cause they think I'm still the same old ADRIAN who known as a PLAYBOY.
But Bi, you're the only 1 who can see the changes in me.
Cause you're starting to change me.
And i will make you become history.
THE LONGEST GIRL THAT ADRIAN EVER STEAD WITH & THE 1ST GIRL THAT ADRIAN EVER LOVE SO MUCH !
I did not want to message you this as it is not sincere enough.
So maybe by telling you face to face will be more sincere or even touching enough to let you cry.
*But too bad, you didn't cry*
Because i want to let you know how much I LOVE YOU, how much you meant to me, how i feel for you.
I want you to feel my heartbeat.
Every word i put in a lot of feelings.
Because I know our love is full of ROMANCE.
finally. I LOVE YOU :D

and I'm really sorry for what happen earlier on the phone.
really sorry. i know I've apologize a lot of time this week.
trust me. things will get better somehow.

so lets just keep making our r/s full of ROMANCE :D

2008-06-17T03:12:00.002+08:00

Saturday.

Went to town with Bi and co.
Total up=11 peeps.
i lazy type names out.
so go either Bi or Jack or LONG SAO or Patrick or Xinwei de blog's then you'll know who are there dat day :D

Sunday.

Went to woodlands central instead of goin over find Bi.
And Bi is MAD at me ): not say mad. but a bit of disappointed.
sorry Bi.

Monday.

Woke up at 2+ going 3.
Went over Jack's place to celebrate Reb 16th birthday.
Surprise happen. I JUST LOVE SURPRISE COS CAN SEE PEEPS CRY. *EVIL GRIN*
Went down Limbang at 6+.
Eat and slack.
Wanted to send Bi home but didnt.
THANKS to JACK TEH ZIJIE !!!
but not totally his fault.
blame me too. for saying that stupid sentence out !
Bi is not happy with me for not sending her home.
after that. Went Dota.
after Dota. went to drink and spar.
hand and leg swollen again. FREAK IT !

BI,you said wont hide things from me anymore. But what happen again?
What makes you think that by telling me what you're thinking will lead us to quarreling? Am I those unreasonable peeps in your eyes? Am I really sucha bad boyf?

2008-06-14T01:20:00.003+08:00

All bcos of my JEALOUSY.
Things become worst.

Things shouldn't have turn out this way.
Maybe I should think of myself before i start's putting the blame on other peeps?

But there's no wrong for a guy to be jealous right?
I know there's no wrong.
Unless is too over-board.
I know I'm too over-board.
I'm acting too childish.
I'm behaving like a 3 years old kiddo.

Bi, i know I'm in the fault.
I'm really SORRY for my behaviour.
And stop saying that you're not a good girlf.
To me. you're heaven gift alr.
I don't even know what for i jealous when you love-d me so much.
Maybe I'm just too afraid that history will repeat itself again?
I'm really afraid that one day you'll leave me.
I know the day will come. BUT, definitely not NOW right?

I want to enjoy my time with you.
I want to have you by my side every moment.
I want you to share everything i have.
I want you to know how much I LOVE YOU.
I want you to know how important you're to me.
I want you to know without you, I will die.
I want you to know that i want you to be the LAST!
If all these can't be prove to you in the future, present.
I'm willing to use my whole life to prove to you.

Bi, after so many thing's happen alr.
Yet, we're still together.
The truth is, I'm falling for you deeper and deeper each day.
The fact is, I love you more than anything else.
The conclusion is, I want you to be the LAST girl in my life.

I hope everything that has happen-ed is just another test for our r/s which won't lead to a break up.

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU ! !

P.S totally no copy paste :D

2008-06-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

Bi, really SORRY for what have happen.
I promise i wont behave so childish again le.

Really regret of making you cry.
Everytime see you cry my heart damn *SOUR*

I know i everytime talk without thinking then hurt you.
I myself also regret it a lot. I promise you it wont happen anymore le.
I will not talk with no action. Cos i know. i've hurt you enough.

And Bi, thou i everytime say things that hurt you. I hope you wont bcos what ever i said and BROKE-UP with me.

and i wont think that much le. Cos i know. in your heart there's me.
And you do love me a lot dont you? HAHAS. *I'M SO THICK SKIN ! !*

PANG HWEE PENG, I LOVE YOU

2008-06-12T14:34:00.002+08:00

Nothing is wrong with us, my dear.
Don't think too much about it.
Instead of you thinking that much.
I'm worse.

I just cant help myself from thinking that much thou i have your promises, assurance.
Its not that i don't trust you. you have my whole heart, girl.
Its just that i don't even know what the hell I'm thinking now.

I hate the sight of the both of them!
I hate it when either 1 of them make you smile.
I hate it when they are so CLOSE to you!
I JUST HATE EVERYTHING THAT'S FROM THEM!
Guess you wont understand also.

I blame no one else but me.
Cos I'm the one who brought all this upon myself.
Ya. i admit. Both of them is better, handsome, charming, nice than me.
They don't smoke neither they behave like me.
their studies is better than me. thats why so many girls like them.

Seriously. i think sooner or later I'm going out of my mind.

I NEEDA BREAK ! ! ! I WANNA GO VACATION ! ! !

2008-06-12T12:47:00.002+08:00

celebrated nigel birthday yesterday.

hope you're happy. thou its nothing special.
but still. i hope u enjoy your 18th birthday

2008-06-08T14:57:00.003+08:00

bored bored bored bored ! !

spending past few days with Bi and friends.
Lots of thing happen. doesnt wish to elaborate much.

staying at home now. FUCKING BORED ! i hate staying at home.
thou got peeps at home. but to me there's only me in the house.
tot can meet her. but, wadever it is. forget abt it. stay at home sua.

i no mood to blog alr. so i'm going to anyhow alr.

went out ytd. with many ppl.
bugis after dinner went back cck.
after dat walk to limbang
den go mac rot!
after dat go car park *spar*
fight with kimmo, jack and xinwei.
now whole of my left leg swollen lyk pig leg.
finish spar. send Bi home around 1+. her mum is mad at me.
walk till edna house downstair. ask her lend the bicycle to me.
ride Bi home. DAMN PAI SEH! ride till phoenix got ppl call my name. dont know who's that.

thats all. i'm fucking moodless now!

ARGH ! I'M GOING CRAZY ! ITS SO FREAKING BORED ! DARN DAMN FUCK EVERYTHING !

2008-06-04T10:20:00.002+08:00

phone was being cut off due to my bill came with a "bomb"
wth. its lyk just 50+ over dollars. didnt even give me a chance to return den u can just cut off the line without sayin anything. DAD! U *ROCKS*

getting a prepaid card soon. without a line i'm nth. DAMN!
and some more. i got a girlf eh. how can survive without a phone?

and finally Bi's mum has no objection of us being together anymore.
and this friday i'm going over Bi's house to see her mum. MAN! i'm so scare of her mom.

skali i say 1 wrong thing den kena scold. SURE DIE UNTIL CHAM CHAM !

and. sat i'm going Sentosa with muh old classmates.

so i'll update till then buhs. maybe around sunday i will updte.
hmm. see how buhs. sunday thing sunday den say. :P
LEARN FROM BI DE ! KEKES.

2008-06-01T13:29:00.002+08:00

Bored Bored Bored Bored. All i can say is still Bored!

actually i dont feel like blogging.
cos there's nothing to update.

wait. there's something.
things are going smoothly for me and Bi.
hope things won't go wrong anymore.

BI, I LOVE YOU :D

zzz

2008-05-27T09:45:00.002+08:00

sorry for not posting for the past few days.

was busy with stuffs.

all right. lets start from here.

ya. i admit. skipping sch is my fault.
but Aunty please luhs. peeps need time to change right?
changes need time right? how can you be so unreasonable?
without even giving a chance to explain and judge what kind of person am i.
does it prove i wont be a successful person in the future?
so what if i attend sch? my heart isn't in the sch.
my heart is all the while with your DAUGHTER!

i go sch also sleep. so whats the diff ?
and. please luhs. don't everytime quarrel with her for nothing muhs?
because of me your quarrel. worth it?
i beg you luhs AUNTY. STOP MAKING HER CRY CAN?
do you know how hurtful it is? if you don't know den never mind.

Bi, i'm really sorry. i know i'm very useless.
cause all i can do is say SORRY. i have no idea of what to say anymore.
seriously. 1 day when u regret of being with me. i'm sure that its all my fault.

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY !

zzzzzzz

2008-05-21T10:34:00.000+08:00

Happiness will be given to you.
Understanding will be given to you.
Infinite love is what i need from you.
-
Paradise will be given to you.
I Love You.
Never would I leave you.
GOD! I'm Crazy Over You.

Seems like i'm really crazy.

A BIG BIG TO SIGH TO mrADRIAN.....

2008-05-19T14:45:00.000+08:00

Girl. i'm sorry yeah? if i were to said something wrong or done anything wrong. i apologise.
But if i were the cause of your broken r/s, I'M SO SORRY !

SORRY FOR BEING SUCHA FUCKER ! !

So in th end. your heart is still with him.
maybe? cos i can see that you aren't able to let go of him.
its obvious. maybe i should ask you to cherish him instead of giving me a chance?
maybe i should get myself out of this mess? maybe i shouldnt even have told you that i'm in love with you?

maybe maybe maybe. SIGH ! !

after 3 message and 1 phone call for you. u didnt reply or call back. is something wrong?
i'm really worried about you. why do things change so fast after 1 night? i hate this kind of feelings. i hate things change within a day ! ! ! ! !

Girl, i'm really sorry if i really done or said something wrong. I'M SO SO SO SORRY !
just hope that you'll forgive me soon. T_______________T

zzz

2008-05-19T04:53:00.000+08:00

HOLY SHYTTTTTTT ! !

nth to be shocked of. i just put that holy shittt for the sake of showing off :P

sigh. this few days damn tired. not ENOUGH sleep at ALL ! !
due to Nigel's mom. Kept waking us up when its onli 12 PM.

now its alr 5+. guess i'll be woken up by his mom again ~
BORED ! ! !

nth much to blog about.

oh ya. before i forgot.
this is for her.

Girl. You know, no matter what happen. i'm always here for you.
you can tell me anything, please dont act as if i'm no one to you.
ya. though things happen very sudden. but i still hope you can cope with it.
cos i aint wanna see you get hurt.
and trust me. i wont let u suffer. so please dont let me suffer again as i've suffered enough.
and ya. i can't force you to make tha choice. so i really hope you're considering it SERIOUSLY.
i don't wish to make myself a FUCKER. so think real hard yeah? SQUEEZE ALL YOUR BRAIN JUICE'S TO THINK.

that's all.

Boring Day

2008-05-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

For no reason. i wear till so nice. yet is to accompany them to put tattoo?
dots. everyone also put. except for yongyi, patrick, xinwei, nigel and me.
others all gangster and ah-lians. kekes.

another breaking news. dun wish to elaborate much on it.
alr dont give a damn to it. cos i'm waiting for someone else alr.

if she can do it within a week. why cant i?
some more i older than her eh. seen the world longer than her by 2 years :D

ppls just dont understand me. only him and her.
so ppls out thr. stop saying that you guys understand me.
you guys just dont know what the fuck i need when i'm sad, depress, stress.

as for her. i hope you can sort out stuff soon enough. so that i could be with you.
bcos. i'm true for you. but i dont know how you feel towards me luhs. but i'd hope you'll love me with your heart. cos i dont think i can suffer another blow.
just 1 more strike. maybe friends could see my photo at my funeral alr. ;P

so. give me your reply asap aite? i'm always waiting :)

Everything between YOU & ME has ended.

2008-05-16T09:31:00.000+08:00

Guess that everything has ended between you and me. And ya. indeed. time is not able to prove everything. my words came true.

i will continue my life happily and forget about you. wait. no. I'VE ALR FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU. believe it a not. if your heart can change so fast. so could i.

and for your info. what ever i do wasn't trying to make u feel better. stop saying things which will make you so honour.

so. ya. from now on we're friends. but things wont be the same anymore.
cos u ain't know how much you've hurt me.

everything can went wrong within a day. and that's how you show it to me by telling me everything will be normal the day before. and telling me you're in love with another guy the next day. i've nv seen a girl who's heart can change faster than me. i thought i was pathetic enough. yet someone is more pathetic than me.

but trust me. i wont keep u in my mind anymore. u'll be forgotten.

because. i've fall for another girl.

PPL OUT THR READING THIS POST. SAY WHAT EVER U LIKE ABOUT ME. SO WHAT I'M A PLAYBOY?
SO WHAT I LOVE TO PLAY WITH GIRLS FEELINGS? DOES THAT CONCERN ABOUT YOUR? IF IT DOESN'T PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP. AS MY TAG BOARD WILL NV WELCOME STUPID PPL WHO WONT PUT THEIR NAME. AND PLEASE, FOR THOSE ANONYMOUS. THINK OF YOURSELF BEFORE YOU JUDGE OTHER PEEPS.

Promise Me Everything Is Gonna Be Just Fine...

2008-05-15T10:07:00.000+08:00

2nd day of breaking up. i'm still so not use to it. probably i'm used to having her by my side?

well. things aren't going smoothly between us. seems like being friend is making me crazy :D but still. i've to bear with it. till time prove everything. everyone is hard to understand. but when each of them spend times together. the chances of understanding each other is higher. tel me girl. can the way we're behaving now make us understand each other?

i mean... i'm so going crazy without seeing you 1 day. if you ask me not to see u for 1 week. i can promise u this. DEFINITELY I WILL GO CRAZY.

YA. so what u're not a good girl? so what u're those kind of girls who can be find on any streets? I STILL WANT YOU AS MY GIRLF. DONT YOU EVER ASK ME TO GIVE UP ON YOU AND FIND ANOTHER GIRL! NO WAY GIRL! U'RE NOT GOING TO BE SUB OUT!

no matter what. i'll wait till time is able to prove everything!
and please promise me tat u'll take EXTRA GOOD care of your own. i dun wanna see you hurting yourself.

i wont add anymore stress to you. neither will i talks about like * come back to me, give me 1 last chance* those thing again. what i will do is wait.

1 last thing. can i see u this sat? i really miss u.

Maybe things will get better this way

2008-05-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

its ended. but who care's. maybe its better this way?
but definitely not for me. without her by my side. i'm so uneasy. and i detest everyone, everything around me.

though ppls talk bad abt her. but i seriously dun give a FUCK abt it.
i duno wad the fuck is wrong with me. its like. so many other good girls for me to choose. y i wan her?
i dun even know dat myself.

i'm starting to get sicked of everything. especially SCHOOL, 2nd, home, 3rd, relationship.

y cant u understand how i feel abt you?

i'm true abt u. my feeling is true for u.
instead of playing u. i love u.
is this retribution? if it is. i can say dat i deserve it.
cos u gave me realise the pain which all the girls i've once played.
u let me know how they feel. and u let me know how pain it is.

i can tell u this. its pain enough to kill me.
i feel so stress up without u.
i feel so helpless without u.
i feel so fuck up abt everything without u.
wadever i do, i failed, cos all along. everything is abt u.

i lied is because i'm lying to myself.
i lied so that maybe like this i can live longer.
i lied so that maybe i'll be happier.
i lied so that maybe i'll forget abt u.
i lied so that maybe i'll not feel so stressed.
i lied so that maybe without you i can get to do more things.

BUT NO ! ! ! WHAT-EVER I'VE LIED TO MYSELF DIDNT CAME TRUE.
INSTEAD OF LETTING MYSELF MORE HAPPIER. I MAKE MYSELF MORE SAD.
everything went the other way round.

ya i know. its my fault for lying. but is thr any other choice i can make?
i wan u to be happy. cos u urself alr said that u're happy like this.
but i myself is suffering. do you know that?

guess everything just go so wrong.
maybe things wont even back to be the way it is.
maybe we wont even have the chance to get back together.
its all depend on you. cos u have all the last decision.

sigh! I'M GOING CRAZY OVER YOU ! ! ! !

SORRY SORRY

2008-05-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

baby. i know i'm in the wrong.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME LUHS. I PROMISE I WONT DO THOSE STUPID THINGS BEHIND YOUR BACK ALR LUHS.

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY

above de SORRY is i type out de. TOTALLY NO COPY PASTE !
cos lyk this more sincere den MAYBE u'll forgive me.

...

2008-05-08T13:14:00.000+08:00

its so hard to get over it. things happened 2 days ago. but seems to me it was happened yesterday.

i can still feel the pain in my heart. i can still remember her face. the face which fall in love with another guy. and treat it as nothing happen before.

he can do the same too. he message me yesterday. " eh bro. u du lan abt me uh? "
i'm sorry to say this. I'M NO LONGER YOUR BRO.

people keep saying that I'm childish, stupid.
some even said. its not worth to brood over it. because its a 5 years brother-ship.

SO WHATS' THE BIG DEAL ABOUT IT?!?! THE FACTS' IS. HE BETRAYED ME!!
CANT U GUYS UNDERSTAND? WHAT FOR KEEP PUTTING ALL THE BLAMES' ON ME?

put yourself in my shoes. what if 1 day your friend fell in love with your boyf/girlf?
tell me what u guys will do. please do not tell me that you guys will just let him/her go. its too hard when that someone is the one you love very much.

why cant u guys use your BRAIN to think?! before giving me advice.

yesterday. someone tell me that when they're in 302 bus. he said this : this adrian hor. alr tell him dun because of girl like this then now still like that.

eh DUMB-ASS. if u were the victim. then i with the girl you once loved. how would you feel?! you tell me luhs! CANT U GUYS PUT YOURSELF IN MY SITUATION?!?!

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY????????!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!

WHY NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL ?!?!?!?!?

.....

2008-05-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

all right. full details of wad happen ytd (:

went to poly-clinic in the mornin.
met ah-neh,jack, kimmo & yongyi.

around 10+. she came.
for the next 2 hours till 12+
her face is totally BLACK !

as u guys know. i have SPIDER SENSE. LOOLS
so the moment she behave this way i knew something was wrong.
but just dat i didnt know wad for she give me dat face.

so. i walk off with anger. lyk i got buy 4D den hit jackpot but lost the ticket those kind of feeling.
den i col and ask her just WAD THE FUCK she wan. she say dunno.
ok. later on. jack told me dat she fell in love with him.
den i colled him and ask if its true dat he oso fell in love with her.
guess wad he said. : SO WAD IF I LYK HER? I OSO NV DO ANYTHING TO SPOIL IT.!
den i ask him again. just yes or no. he said YA!

ok. for ur info. "BROTHER" u were wrong when u said u fell in love with her.
if u didnt say out dat u lyk her. things wont be this way. our 5 YEAR'S BROTHER-SHIP wont landed in such COLD-NESS !!!!!!!! its all ur fault man. wan me to forgive u? to HELL with u !! but of cos is u go HELL alone. not me with u. DUMB-ASS!

u're such an idiot. willing to use a 1 YEAR relationship to gamble on a girl dat u've just known for 1 week. do u know how much i pity ur girl? for being together with a guy for almost 1 year and when he's in love with another girl yet she didnt know anything! dun u know how much u'll hurt her? U STOOPID DUMB ASS ! ! ! ! !

and lastly. i hope u 2 "DOG COUPLE" will be able to last long :))))))
u'll have my blessing * AS IF * YUCKS' ! disgusting la ur ! PIECE OF SHIT !

DUN EVER LET ME SEE THE TWO OF U HOLDING HANDS IN FRONT OF ME.
dun say i nv tell u b4. i told u ytd alr. if u really gona stead with her. dun let me see her and u !

FINALLY. BASTARD AND BITCH ARE THE PERFECT COUPLE !
THEY MAKE THE WORLD GOES AROUND :D

AND HOR. THOSE WHO READ MY BLOG BETTER TAG MY BOARD ! ! ! ! ! IF NOT I KILL UR UH!

I H.A.T.E.B.I.T.C.H.E.S .!!!!!!

2008-05-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

i nv tot 1 day dat my so col "BROTHER" will lyk my "EX"
now den I REALISE DAT SHE WAS NTH MORE THAN JUST A BITCH !

PARDON FOR USING DAT WORDS.
ONLY FRIEND'S WHO WERE AROUND ME WILL UNDERSTAND

2008-03-30T18:22:00.001+08:00

PLACE WHR WE GO YTD-TOWN-->LIMBANG
PEOPLE WHO ARE THR-ME,NIGEL,JACK,MOMO,AHLONG,LIANEN,YIMIAO,"EDISON","DORAEMON"
FUN'S WE HAD-ALOT OF FUN. CRAP HERE CRAP THR.

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2008-03-27T03:54:00.000+08:00

OVERDUE-ED PHOTO'S ! DAMN LONG AGO .
PHOTO'S DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR.
DATE 15.2.O8
VENUE Xinwei house
PEOPLE:THEY are in the photo's

2008-03-21T04:25:00.000+08:00

KOIZORAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!

this show is so freakin sad luhs. TT
especially when HIRO *THE LEAD ACTOR* says he love MIKA *THE LEAD ACTRESS* for the very 1st tym TT
its so GOD DAMN TOUCHING LUHS!!!

who ever havent watch this show.
go watch it.

i rate it 101%-101%!!!

just go to www.tudou.com
and type lian kong. IN CHINESE WORDS****
and u'll find it.

U MISS-ED IT.
U REGRET IT !

2008-02-24T01:37:00.001+08:00

all right.
have a great time out with jack,xinwei,yongyi,nigel,patrick,kimmo&his stead at SENTOSA (:

shall not type dat much. i will let the picture's do the talking.

2008-02-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

hey guys. here's is the 2nd poem (:
hope u guys lyk it (:

TITLE:LATE LOVE

I was told not to love you.
Warned not to care.
But how was I to help it.
When you were always there?

You never seemed to bore me.
You lighted up my life.
How could I ignored you , when
You helped me through my shife?

"It's over" , said your friend to me
"She'll not meet you again",
On the next day i stayed at home.
And you waited in the rain.

I could not stand the strain to think.
You were with some other girl
So through the storm i ran that night
My mind was in a whirl.

I saw you sitting on the beach
The place we'd meet each date
And when you smiled at me , I knew
My love was not too late.

-END-

so far. i've posted 2 of my father poem.
erm. hope u guys lyk it. so far (:
there's more. so stay tuned burh :))))))

2008-02-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

i won't blog about my life anymore.

instead of posting about my life.
i shall post something interesting.
which is a book of poem which is left by my passed away FATHER (:

here goes the 1st poem.

TITLE: HEART TO HEART

True friends are special gifts,
That are sent to us___wrapped !!!
Sometimes,we received them
In ordinary wrapping paper
And if we are fortunate
We could have them beautifully wrapped

But the wrapping is not the gift
Rather, it is what lies beyond
The wrapping that counts, like
The warmth of being considerate,
... caring,sharing & Loving ...

Still, there are occasions
When the gifts are mishandled
In the mail, damaged or torned
Or just lost in transit ...
And this is the saddest part
For our gifts aren't gifts anymore

But, the consolations lies
In the " special deliveries " that
We received once in a long while
For those are the best gifts
That ever come within our hearts
And till we go, we'll always have
A special place to cherish them .....

Stay tuned for more, guys.
All of them is meaningfull (:

DAD, I LOVE YOU !

2008-02-18T09:06:00.000+08:00

™PlayBoy Adrian™ says:

His life suck's a lot. do u guys know ?

well. reason's below.

Girl No. 1

rejected him twice.

Girl No. 2

rejected him thrice.

Conclusion:

Aren't he pathetic ?!?!

Main Point:

He's meant to stay SINGLE for the whole year of 2008 !

Decision:

He'll wait till the right girl for him show's up (:

™Real Adrian™ says:

Oh my gosh. Can u stop behavin this way ?
For God Sake's. Stop tryin to act pity all right ?
No one will sympathize YOU ok ?!?! Don't even think abt it.
If its not because of your heart change so fast. I wouldn't have those stupid rumour's outside !
what a FUCKER you are. Can't you spare a thought for other's ?
The way you're behaving now make's a lot of peeps not happy with you. Do you even realise it ?
I don't think so. Because you love toying with girl's feelings. You've never put yourself in their shoes.
So therefore. You're having your retribution NOW. SUCKER !
YOU DO SUCKS A LOTS. BECAUSE YOU THIS FUCKING PLAYBOY SPOIL MY IMAGE TO OTHER PEEP'S !

2008-02-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

the day before VALENTINE'S DAY.

i'm being rejected by u again ):
its the 2nd tym.
the present i got for u.
u say its ok if i give it to other gals.
u dun give a damn to wad i've done for u.
u dun give a damn to how i feel.
u dun give a damn to how much i love u.
U DUN GIVE A DAMN HOW MUCH EFFORT I SPEND ON THE PRESENT!

i know i shouldnt have fell in love with u in the 1st place.
i know i shouldnt have went to the chalet in the 1st place.
i know i shouldnt have asked u for ur number in the 1st place.
but am i suppose to regret now ?
nah. i dun think so.

u're the one who trip me.
u're the 2nd gal who made me cry so badly.
u're the one who make me feel hurt after so long.
u're the one who let me realise the feelin of bein hurt.
u're the one who let me experience something which i've nv experience b4.
which is. being rejected face to face (:

everything between u and me is just changin.
nv would i tot dat u will say dat sentence.

me to her:
so dat means the present i got for u oso no nid le ?
she to me:
oh. up to u. u can give other girl.

from ur this msg to me.
i've cried for u for 2 hours.
and nigel was the 1 who is thr for me.
as i was at his house !

looks lyk the friendship between us has ended le burh.
bcos i can see dat U'RE SO CRUEL.
SO CRUEL dat u can send me dat msg and hurt me so DEEP.

i doesnt blame u for dat.
bcos. u'll be the onli girl who let ME, ADRIAN WONG.
realise the FEELING of being HURT !

THANK'S FOR WAD U'VE DONE TO ME (:

2008-02-10T04:46:00.000+08:00

well. just reach home around 4am.
as thr was a huge traffic jam at the woodlands checkpoint.
and worse! i had a car accident when reachin J.B

well. not goona type dat much.
so let the pictures do the talkin burh (:
nite guys (:

my bro hand bleed cos of the accident ):

2008-02-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

I miss u ! (:

u said dat when i'm back in S'pore den we'll tok abt it.
but are u really sure dat u'll give me the chance ?

u said u still love him.
can i take his place instead ?
i wander >.<>

2008-02-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

man. another day pass~
and now its lyk CHINESE LUNAR NEW YR ?
and i dun even have the FUCKIN mood to celebrate it.
damn bored lurh at m'sia.
no audition no shoppin no fone tok.
FUCK IT UPSIDE DOWN REVERSE BEHIND INFRONT BACKSIDE FRONTSIDE!!

i'm bored till i can spout any nonsense NOW!
and i miss my gay partner. NIGEL! a.k.a the MILK BROTHER. MWAHAHAS.
man. i'm crazy ......

bo bian lurh. cant think of something to entertain myself.
den my cousin sittin bside me playin dota!
man. he can take it man.
play it for 5 hours! GOSH !
1 hour for me i alr cant take it.
man. he's good. LOLS.

I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!
I'M SO GONNA ROT !!!

all right. i'm not goin to spout anymore nonsense.
those who miss me.
good news. i'm goin back this sunday.
earliest is saturday. :DDD

dun miss me too much k?
*man. my skin is SO THICK*

mwahahaha!

SO LONG SUCKER'S
STAY TUNED FOR MORE.

2008-02-04T09:30:00.000+08:00

Fuck it man.
I'M REALLY ROTTIN ALR :(((((((((((((((((((((

WHEN DEN CAN I GO BACK TO S'PORE ????
I MISS MY FRIEND'S !!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-02-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

MAN I'M ROTTIN ALREADY !!!

I WANNA GO BACK S'PORE !!.

indeed ! m'sia sSUCKS :D

2008-02-02T11:54:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is around the corner.
urm. i will be out of Singapore i think erm. a week ?

hahas. so dun miss me yeah?
will be back :D

2008-02-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

I'M VERY FUCK-UP ABT MY LIFE !!!
COS IT TOTALLY SUCKS !!
MAN !!! CANT WAIT TILL THE DAY I'M DEAD !

2008-01-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

i will always rmb the day,the tym adn the place.
27.1.08
4.15a.m
pasir-ris beach.

to kuku.
thx for lettin me fell-down.
cos den i will learn to pull myself up :)

thx. appreaciate dat alot.
and its still hurtin now.

sigh.
PLAYBOY ADRIAN has finally realise the feelins of being hurt !!
SHOCKIN NEW'S EH ? hahas.

u guys wanna know how the story goes ?
it goes this way.
1st.
i walk to her and tell her dat i wanna ask her something.
2nd.
she said she alr know wad i'm gonna say.
3rd.
i say ok. if u know wad i'm gonna ask.
wads ur answer den.
4th.
NO !
5th.
i walk away. with tears.
went throw stones with nigel.
the more i throw.
the more sad i am.
no mood to do anything.
leave pasir-ris at 5.45am.
6th.
story end!

pathetic me!
sigh. mayb i should trust the zodiac prediction.
it say i this year lack of blossom. which i think its BULL-SHIT!
and it oso say i this year wont meet the 1 i love.
which i think its BULL-SHIT ! TOO !

damn. i think this year is a bad year for me.
damn damn damn !
must go pray liao. :D

to kuku.
promise me dat u'll take good care of urself.
and if ur future bf bully u.
let me know and i'll go whack him up

SO LONG SUCKER'S
STAY TUNED FOR MORE!

2008-01-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

everyday,i'm lyk a zombie.
cant stand my life.
sch haven't start.
no mood work.

nth in my life seems to be excite me :(

well. but as for 1 thing.
i'm lookin forward to this weekend :)
as KUKU is meetin me :)

so lets hope dat it will be a pleasant day burh.

dats all.

lazy type some more.
hand tired :)

2008-01-14T08:59:00.000+08:00

man. sooner or later. i'm gonna become a vampire.
which means active at night.
but as dead as a zombie in the mornin.
now its alr 9am and i'm forcin my eyes to stay open till i blog finish.
MAN. i cant take it alr lurh.

just reach home half an hour ago.
was out the whole night with nigel.
omg can!
i think he now oso sleepin le burh.

! ! (>'o')> <3>

2008-01-06T04:50:00.000+08:00

wah seh. today damn "HAPPY" uh.
from sengkang take cab to lakeside den to yewtee.
u guys guess how much?
+ mid-night charge total
41.10
den the most embarass thing is.
WE BORROW-ED $$$ FROM OUR FREN DAD'S.
pathetic hor

lols. but anyway.
finally meet dao her alr.
well. over all.
SHE'S CUTE
mwaahaha.
the way she behave and talk is damn cute de lor.
startin i go find outside the pc-bunk dat tym.
my heart beat damn FAST de lor.
den when saw her dat tym is PAI SEH de lor.

but after dat jiu ok le.
to TIAN~
well. hope u have a pleasant day.
and u haven answer me dat question hor
WHEN DEN U WAN TELL ME UH ? LOLS.
nvm burh. well. hope to see u again bah.
take care.

dats all folks.
will update soon

dat

2008-01-03T02:08:00.000+08:00

well. now slackin outside with yongyi nigel adn shahrin.
bored sia. nth to do. BORED ~!!!!!

soon ite goin to start le. but oso dunno den my turn.
sian half!
all thx to the stoopid ite.
dun let me study. lols.
3 choice oso dun have 1 kena.
all unsuccessful. FUCK !

sian uh this few days.
no girlfriend.
been a loner so long alr.
still cant find a girl whom i can settle down with. T_T

well. thr's this gal.
oso dunno she will bomb me tmr anot. haix.
well. hope to see her later bah.
really hope she will accept me.

well. dats all for today bah.

2007-12-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

A new year is reachin already.
adn my life is still the same. no changes.
well. i'm startin to get sick already.

from wad i see. every1 from the past seems to be forgettin me.
they no longer nid me in their life anymore.
bcos they have found their prince.
they no longer nid my comfort,concern and care.
bcos their prince will give it to them.

and every hope i've got.
seems to be a false hope.
wad i mean its lyk.
u can just keep dreamin.
but no matter how long u've waited.
it wont come true.
lyk i said. dream is meant for sleepin.

lyk wad i experienced in the past.
everytym i waited for her.
thr's a false hope in the end.
gal's are hard to believe.
and i know gals will say guys are bastard.
well. i agree with u gals.
but y are u gals judgin all the guys as bastard when JUST ONE guy hurt ur feelins?
dun u think its unfair to other guys out thr who wanna give u happiness ?
trust me. u'll nv find a good guy with a tot lyk dat.
u will only bcome a LESBIAN in the end.
sorry for those lesbian outside.
NO OFFENCE!

for gals:
dun keep havin the tot dat ALL guys is bastard.
dun judge him just bcos u heard some of his rumours outside.
dun ignore him bcos he've too many ex's.
guys nid comfort,care and concern too.
guys are not as tough as wad u gals think.
guys heart is made of flesh too.
WE have FEELINS too.
if u gals say dat guys is always the one who hurt gals.
WELL. U'RE WRONG.

personal recount.
my friends and i were hurt once b4.
and we cried ok ?
dun trust me ?
make me fall in love with u.

and try breakin up with me.
see wad i'll do.

2007-12-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

Few more hours to go.
i've to go for court trial.
mayb its the last tym i'm havin outside.
i have alot of things to said.
but all were left unsaid.
to her.

to my frens.
i'm sorry.

dats all i've to say for now.
if tmr the judge post pone or wad.
i mayb will have the chance to blog again.
mayb not.

well. hope for the best bah.

2007-12-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

Sigh.
i've nv think dat my life will come to an end so fast.
on the 10.12.2007.
i'm sentenced to SUBORDINATE COURT.
due to i have a fresh case.
which means. i'm not 1st tymer.

well. the punishment is still ok.
2 choice but 1 decision.
R.T.C or FINE.

sigh.
i know its too late for me to regret now.
but wad can i do?
well. its ok for me adn my family.
we already prepare for the worst.
which is R.T.C
in case some of u dunno wad R.T.C
is stands for
REFORMATIVE TRAINING CENTRE.

nv in my life i will tot of goin in thr.
but now. my fear has come true.
anw. i really dun understand my life.
things dat i wan. wont come to me.
things dat i dun wan. automatically will come to me.
SHIT~!

serious. if this is fate.
i'll accept it. since i've to be responsible for wad i've done.

I'M SORRY MUM
I'M SORRY DAD
I'M SORRY,EVERYONE!

2007-12-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

So long nv post alr..
since i got nth better to do.
so i'm here to put on something.

few days ago.
when i was in 190.
i saw something which remind me of her.
the blue window panel.
everytym when i went to work.
i saw the blue panel.
adn it reminds me of her when i was in her house havin fun with her.
i just miss her so much out of a sudden.
the time we use to have,laugh,tok crap.
those were the days. it's so long ago.

in my heart. thr's still her.
but no-one knows abt it.
bcos everyone says this.
"adrian is a guy who saw 1 gal lyk 1 gal
dun be together with him. he's a bad guy and some more.
HE'S A PLAYBOY!!!"
this is the type of guy i am.
which everyone is tokin abt.

seriously. i'm gettin use to this nick i'm havin.
i'm bored of it. but wad can i do ?
i still haven't found my other half.
i found it once.
but now my other half alr have the other half.
no one understands me.
ppl who dunno me will just keep bad mouth abt me.
lyk some one who stead with me b4.
use to love me alot.
turn out to hate me alot now.
feelins come's adn goes.
u cant blame me for breakin up with u.
and as for another gal.
think of how u treat me ok?
u got no right to say me as a playboy.
cos u're the one who make me bcome this way.
if u didnt broke up with me.
this wont happen at all.
I'M CLARIFIED!
I'M NOT PUSHIN THE BLAME!

as for my penguin.
i really miss her alot alot alot alot.
sigh.

2007-11-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

Well. its been so long since my last post.
adn even if i got post or didnt post.
i know thr's no one will read my blog.
dats for sure!
haas.

well. i've been workin.
which means i'm earnin my own money.
adn at the same tym.
spendin my OWN money too! lols

lifes sucks this few days.
lifes without money really feel sucks!

well. around 1 hour more jiu my birthday le.
adn i'm spendin my 17th birthday alone.
well. i'm not hintin anything or wad-so-ever.
i oso use to it le.
i'm not tryin to get sympathy or wad.
i'm just tryin to let u guys who will read my blog to know wad i'm feelin now.

i startin to get bored of my own life.
its lyk.
thr's no life at all.
everyday just wastin my tym adn the LAN shop.
stay thr till 3-4 plus den go home.
den wake up at 3-4 plus again.
sigh.

i'm really bored of my life.
i really wish to find 1 gal whom i can spend my tym with.
i really hope she will come to me.
i really enjoy my tym being together with her.
but all these thing i'm thinkin is just dreams.
which means onli happen in my DREAMS!!!

i would give up anything just to have her.
but she just wont give me dat chance.
bcos the way i'm behavin now. is not wad she wan.
why must u gals expectations be so GOD DAMN HIGH?!?!?

well. seriously.
i really dun give a damn le.
i dun care how others think abt me.
dun care how others sees me.
if someone out thr hatin me right now.
hate me for all u wan.
if someone out thr feel lyk killin me right now.
kill me for all u wan.
if someone out is cursin me right now.
curse me for all u wan.
BCOS. LET ME TELL U PPL OUT THR SOMETHING.
I ADRIAN WONG. DONT GIVE A DAMN TO WAD U THINK ABT ME.

FUCK MY LIFE!!